I was going through my best friend’s blog, just checking up, and she made this post that broke my heart in the most casual way.
She’s really stressed out about her current boyfriend, and she said “I just wanted someone I can be myself around.”
And I want to feel heart broken, but I’m not. I feel like she didn’t have me in mind, or at least didn’t think about it.
Because we’re basically the same person anyways. We influence each other so much.
I’m still subtly hurt, but not really at the same time.
I wish I could do something to help though.
She’s been so stressed, I just want to make her feel better, I want her to be happy. Everything’s out of control though.
I kind of just want to punch anyone thats in her life in the face. Including myself. Just because most of those people are seriously stressing her out right now.
I just want her to be happy.